So…. it feels like things JUST ended but I look back and things ended monday… and today is thursday… wtf?? I realized… I’ve missed a lot of things while I was being stupid… I missed my friends, I missed school work, I missed my happiness, and I miss my 100 dollars… that bitch better give me back my money!! >:O anyways… I realized that she is so self centered… everything she did was for her and no one else. She didn’t give a FUCK about other people’s feelings. Whatever she wanted she gets it and no one can stand in her way. The worst part is…her mom “understands” her. She agrees with her that its ok to lie to people because u want them to be your friend. WHO THE FUCK thinks lying is ok? White lies maybe… but that is different than lying to save your own fucking ass… white lies are to save others… and even so I still don’t think its ok to tell people white lies… If you have to lie about what you did to keep a friend…honestly… why the FUCK would you do it in the first place? If you treasure your friend then consider how they would feel before you do shit, not after when its too fucking late.

I still can’t believe I let someone like you be so special to me. I can’t believe how much I trusted you….I can’t believe how well I treated you… you don’t deserve shit. GTFO of my life please and thank you