I am surprised… I thought I would never ever find a person like her…. no shes not special…. she was once.. i thought she was a good friend….but hell I can’t believe she turned out to be one of those girls i was scared of MOST. Those chronic liars, those chronic change of hearts, those who don’t care about anyone’s feeling but theirs… I never thought I’d b a friend for a person like that. I think those people are UGLY… but for some reason this one was able to pass into my life even when I detest them… maybe this is because i let my guard down, thinking there is no one like that in this world or maybe i was thinking… She is so nice, she cannot be a bitch… FUCK looks can be so deceiving… I believe I have finally moved on… after her fuck up… I will be seriously pissed at myself if I ever go back to her…