So… today was the first day that I gambled for reals. Didn’t go so well. Lost 10 dollars but better than others, BUT I could have lost less. There was one hand I could have won big money on. It had a very low chance of success which many people told me. I had this GUT feeling I would have won if i went in. All I needed was one Jack and I would have had a straight of royals. But I didn’t listen and folded. Then the Jack came out to play. I was furious at myself for listening to people. I had a very strong gut feeling I was going to win but I didn’t go for it. Then the game ended and I decided it was getting late and I needed to go. When I got into my car, I thought about how if only I had listened to myself I would have broke even. Then I thought, when have I stopped listening to myself?
